Lost in a maze

I’ve been lost in a maze for a while now. Feeling angry, lost, happy, at peace, joyful, powerless and more.

I see the path that i’ve chosen but it doesn’t feel like mine anymore. I can’t even touch it. But i see it. An illusion maybe? I don’t like not having the grip of control..

Somehow i have a smile that won’t go away. And i know one of it’s origins but the other[s] are hidden. I’m not sure i want to reach it.